Thursday, April 28

Disappointment

I always thought that human might change,
I always thought of giving them a chance to change,
And im always giving myself a chance to change too.
I always forgive and forget,
I always find beautiful excues for them..

But they always let me down,
Alway disappoint me...
Knowing the truth,
Wake me up from that beautiful story.
The story i make up,
the story that lead me to another path of the life.

A path that i regret?
If yes, why arent i walk the right path now?
Im just feel disappointed.
Im just feel cheated.
I just cant stop scolding myself stupid.
Yes, im stupid.
Always think and dream about fairy tale..
No! Its all fake!
Fake Dreams..
Fake Fairy Tale..
Even myself, Im also Fake!
Everyone is so Fake.
Do not come near me !!
Because you wont know how fake I will be.

Back pain

Went Jogging and swimming yesterday.. Now my back very pain.. >_<||
Resting at home today, actually meeting huizi at nite but she can only make it at 8pm, i think its too late le. So we changed date le.

Feel like buying a addias bag! The sling bag! saw one which i like but its too big for mi.. Then i saw another one which looks smaller, but also too big for mi. I guess i will get the smaller abit one.. hehe.. at least go chalet, go sentosa, go swimming, go outdoor activate can use lo. hehe.. Cuz most of my bag are for shopping use only.. keke~ ^_~

Tuesday, April 26

Atos origin interview

Today went to Atos for the interview.
The interview is quite relax and fun. Denis said that the project will start around the 1st or 2nd week of May. He need to see how many people they need for tat project and he cant comfirm the salary yet. I asked him personally after the interview about the salary and the % of getting me in for that project. Because PowerSeraya also offer me back to work for them but its working more on the admin and data entry thing. Whereas Atros is a more IT related job, so i goto consider carefully. ^_^ wish mi good luck ok? hehe... He told mi that most likely he will shall want me to be in their project or even can consider to let mi work perm in their company if they need people.

After the interview, went to eat sushi buffet with WL, TS, KX and JM. Its like a small class gathering.. hehe.. Ate alot just nw.. So Full~
After that, we walk to "Durian".. sit there and chit chat (with TS).. Oppz!! keke~ KX so jealous lo, cuz TS and mi keep on chatting.. haha... =p

Sunday, April 24

IAP Resolution

YEAH!!! so happy! End of IAP liao.. wahaha...
Finally after 3months of torturing.. its the end of everything.. its the end of the night mare...
Everyday even weekend i will wake up with a shock.. thinking am im late for work. >_<
Readers will know how much i suffer from this IAP, however this IAP is also a very good experince for me.. I learn alot of things in this IAP. Like learning business process flowchart, doing admin jobs, taking minutes, verify data, design request form,working with people, comunication skill, handling stress and mentally unstable and etc.. haha... At least from this IAP i learn from a more difficult way, next time when i go out to work i will be able to cope with stress. >_<||
Tomolo i got to go back to school to see the kuku officer to take my IAP cert. Oh ya, i have not write my week 11 report. tomolo got to hand in to her.
Miss NYP.. haha...

See.. do retro.. i lve this alot..
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See, Dean's house.. So nice.. He designed his own house.. so nice.. His wife is preparing the food for us..
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Nice food at Dean's house
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Gift from PowerSeraya on our last day f IAP
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Dean, Daphne, Evon, Me, Jeslin(HR)
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Thursday, April 21

new hair
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wanna laugh...
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Sunday, April 17

Pet Farm

Went to Pet Farm today! Went to see Puppy! keke~ all those puppy so cute wor.. But many of them got long fur which i dun really like. They are still cute but i like short hair dog... Never see chiwawa... But im attacted to the Jack Rusher. keke~ i know they are active.. But i stil love them. Saw one very cute one which looks quiet but someone already bought it. Too bad.. Shall go and see it next month then... Maybe got new baby.. hehe...

Saturday, April 16

yoyo.. taken at Wisma snk~ hehe
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Thursday, April 14

Verify data AGAIN and AGAIN!!

Sux lo, early in the morning call us over to help finance verify data. So we go over and they say the data is not ready yet, will come back to us later. F***
Again have to wait for them to finish then we can do.. If they take their own sweet time then we have to wait and wait til wat time? I dun wan to be like tat day lo.. wait til 8+pm then do til 930pm lo! Stupid Ass! If they wan us to help them then they should get their things ready then ask us for help ma.. Then think we got Pay for OT meh? Can drag with them and wait meh? IDIOT! >_< I hate it when they take us for granted lo! If they really rushing and need help, if they have a better attitude then i dont mind helping man~ Look at the way they treat us! Sux! Okay, no choice.. attachment student ma, cheap labour... Got to use us til dry dry... F*** why cant i have a day of peace man~

__Last nite
I went to serangoon north pet shop there see the cage for hamster cuz im going to yang dwarf hamster! hehe.. Getting so excited, cant wait to reach the shop to chose the cage! When i reach i saw rabbit too!! then im attracted to the rabbit, they are so cute.. They got the innocent look, just like me.. haha... oppz... Then dun kw why my attention keep on go to the rabbit and like i totally forgot that im there to buy hamster cage! OH god~ I really like the rabbit alot. And im thinking should i get the rabbit or the hamster? Or can i have both? but if i got both, i sure more dote the rabbit de. As rabbit can hold and hug.. hamster too small to hug and it run very fast.. im confuse now.. >_<~ Daphne got rabbit and hamster, she advise me to get hamster as rabbit is more difficult to maintain.. ARG.. How? But if can i will like to have a DOG! haha..

Tuesday, April 12

While waiting for my sister to come... Eugene and mi taking photos!! CUTE Ma?
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See my sister they all so bad!! >_<
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See!! I was buried under the sand!
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Bury my feet
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Saturday, April 9

Summary of week9 of IAP

Dear readers, please excuse me if i scold too much in tis post. >_<""

From the previous few post i had mention that im busy right? Yeah! Dam busy, its good that im busy with my work as time flies faster but im doing things not in my own will.
Firstly was want us to stay back help the finance to verify data. Check til 930pm. And the checking is very easy thing lo, i wonder why cant they do it their self. They just wanna make use of us to do free labour for them! And dun they know we got NO OT pay at all?? DAmit!

Secondly was My manager FORCE me to finish verifying the 4200 data in 3days!! I already try my best chiong all the way even doing over time til like 8pm for the pass few days and finally i manage to finish all last nite! And yet yesterday evening she still came to our table and actually wanted us to stay back to verify data! FUCK! We are real fire yesterday man~ Daphne meet her friend for KTV and her friend is already at HF wating for her. Evon never go out but the waiting of instruction was not a good feeling. And me, Most angry de lo!! I have been working so hard just becuz i wanted to finish the 4200 data that she forced me to do and now knowing that she still want us to stay back late! and worst part is maybe weekend need to go back work! Im Super angry and its super unfair to me lo! We all waited very long for her instruction.. She stil haven tell us what she wanna us to do.. While waiting we all Curse her lots!! Then dean went over help us ask her and she told her oh she dun need us already! FUCK!! cant she tell us earlier? Though im stil staying late so the waiting time does not effect me, Daphne friend waited for like 1/2 hr lo! and She make us waste our energy boiling the fire and curse her.

IF she really wan me to stay late to do other things and lead to i ant finish my 4200 data i dont know wat i will do to her lo. She keep on forcing me and im already giving in alot le lo. She in bad mood scold me, she wanna do shit things ask mi to do. Use me and treat me like Idiot and i just keep quiet lo. she tot the last time she let me go on leave for my great grandma funeral then she very "wei da" meh? Please lo!! my pay was being deducted de lo!! As if she is giving me the money! If got the chance and if i can, i sure wanna Fuck her lo!! IDIOT SHIT!! She always never care about how others feel, always do things in her own way! Bully so many people. Next time sure no good life de!!! CURSE HER MAN!!

Thats all for the cursing section!! I shall stop here... Thanks for reading... lolx

Thursday, April 7

My eyes are tired

DAM!! My eyes going to "da jie" liao.. See those numbers and letters wil im going crazy.. Tonite going to OT again liao.. Now do until 1300+ data only.. today i aim to do til 2000. but if i can do til 2000 i still got another 2000+ to go, how to finish it by tomolo? i dun wanna cum back on weekends to do lei.. Duhz! Sux manager, I really think she dislike me. Always give mi shit work to do. Expect me to do OT, and say that i have an agreedment with her! Duhz. ID**T >_<

Anyone interested in working 1 month Tem job? Go to a office at Yishun to Install software!!! Those tat interested Let mi know ASAP!!! Pay i guess normal about $5.50-$7 cannot comfirm. Working Hour is abt Office hour. This job start around April or May and end at june.

Wednesday, April 6

OT~

Last nite check data for finance til 930pm. Actaully we can go off earlier because we check quite fast but we have to wait for them to finish one part of the checking then we can go on with the other part, its like a waste of our time right. Then there is this accountcancy dont really trust IT. We wanted to use Access to check the data and compare them but she insist she want a eye ball check. >_< Then she trust our eye meh?

Went to Mount Faber last nite~ hehe.. Drink cookies and cream milk shake! Its nice lo. i love it! I want to try to do milk shake myself! Anyone know wat to put in to make milk shake?
Milk, icecream and wat?

Tuesday, April 5

DEAD! TIRED!

Just finish verify afew data only.. later there are more to cum.. SUX.. goto do data verify for this 2 weeks.. SUx.. and got to OT to finish up the 4000++ data this week! Giving me only 3days how to finish.. They are eating me ma.. Nvm, they next time will have "bao yin" de. >.<
ok data is coming in le.. they just pass mi one stack of data to verify.. goto work le..
Sayo~~

Sunday, April 3

who is this? Guess Guess Guess.. haha
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hehe.. guess wat ice cream is that? yummy!!
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Taking my pasta!
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